Salt Lake City, Utah. 2018. That’s the where and the when. As far as the why is concerned, the need to build something from wood simply took hold of me.
I was standing in a Deseret Industries thrift shop, holding an oak paper towel holder- the kind you might hang underneath a kitchen cabinet. Something about the shape of it spoke to me. I did not have much in the way of tools at home to work with, but I knew this wood needed to be transformed into something different. In fact, I knew with absolute certainty it needed to become a keepsake box. I have no other way to explain this than it was simply a moment of pure inspiration. (Please bear in mind that the stress I was under at work had my brain nearly scrambled at this moment.) This wood was asking to be upcycled into a decorative box. The material was perfectly flat, and had square edges, so I figured it was already halfway there. I spent the two dollars and brought the thing home, excited to make some sawdust!
After living in Madison, WI for many years, the bizarre arc of my professional career had transported me from the Midwest to the Utah high desert. That very same career path also found me working seven days a week, and living in a full time, high anxiety mode. I was near a breaking point, and taking on a creative project as a stress response was bound to happen.
I have always kept something artistic to obsess over in the periphery of my day to day. I have been an executive chef and restaurant manager for 3 decades now, and I am always on the hook creatively at work. It would take a whole other blog to delve into that madness. (Seriously considering that.) Having another creative outlet outside work has helped me stay sane over the years. Pouring myself into a project lets me detach from my work life for a moment. I was in my mid-forties when the wood working bug bit me. It makes sense. My father was an engineer. He taught me much about how things are put together.
I was living in a first floor apartment directly above my landlord. She was in the basement apartment with her 2 dogs. Every sound, every footstep on the hardwood floors in my apartment, echoed through the duct work in that place. Not really the ideal workshop situation. Not to mention my tools at the time. But I had to do this.